footage taken by 李建平(Li Jian Ping) early 1998
document 22A_ email exchange, from: Li Jian Ping to: Gao Yue 
late 2002 

Gao Yue. 9 December 2002, 2.10 a.m.
高跃 2002年11月9日 14:10

I know that this email will seem strange to you and maybe you won't even want to read it. I've disappeared and you've been through such difficult times that I daren't even imagine. Yesterday by chance I saw you from afar. There are many things I would like to say to you, but maybe you won't want to listen to them and I will never really be able to tell you. I'm fine, even if these years have been painful and without peace. I have never forgotten you and you will always be a part of me. Please don't try to look for me again, I can't explain why. I don't live in Beijing anymore. I have another name and another life. Just know that I won't forget you. I hope one day you can forgive me for what I did.