footage taken by 李建平(Li Jian Ping) early 1998
李建平拍摄的照片1998年早期
document 19A_ email exchange, from: Li Jian Ping to: Gao Yue 
文件19A_李建平和高跃之间的邮件往来
early 1998
1998年早期



Gao Yue. 5 August 1998, 11.35 p.m. 
高跃 1998年8月5日 23：35

Going back to school was very difficult. Trying all these things made me even further away from them. It's like a family that isn't anymore. They don't understand what I'm doing. They say that the arts are born free, they can not be at the service of a company. Maybe they're right. What should I do? I can't go back anymore. Can we meet? I'm sorry if I was abrupt at school, they were nicer to you than to me and it made me suffer incredibly.

重回学校很难。告诉他们一切反而使我离他们更远。学校曾经是家，但如今再也不是了。他们不理解我正在做的事情。他们说艺术生而自由，不会自甘堕落为公司效力。或许他们是对的吧。我该怎么办？我再也不能回去了。我们能见一面吗？在学校的时候，如果我很鲁莽我感到抱歉，他们对你可比对我态度要友好多了，这种落差极度折磨了我。