footage taken by 李建平(Li Jian Ping) early 1998
document 19A_ email exchange, from: Li Jian Ping to: Gao Yue 
early 1998

Gao Yue. 5 August 1998, 11.35 p.m. 
高跃 1998年8月5日 23:35

Going back to school was very difficult. Trying all these things made me even further away from them. It's like a family that isn't anymore. They don't understand what I'm doing. They say that the arts are born free, they can not be at the service of a company. Maybe they're right. What should I do? I can't go back anymore. Can we meet? I'm sorry if I was abrupt at school, they were nicer to you than to me and it made me suffer incredibly.