footage taken by 李建平(Li Jian Ping) early 1998
document 15A_ email exchange, from: Li Jian Ping to: Gao Yue
Gao Yue. 11 April 1998, 00.34 a.m.
高跃 1998年4月11日 00：34
Let's go to the aquarium, so I can explain how I feel. Would you come with me? I don't know what else to tell you, you're right I'm tired. But even what I feel with the sensors is real. Of course, you can't see or touch it, but I can feel it. Come with me, I can try to explain. Maybe being close to the water will help me to make you understand, even if it is so difficult. Since I've had the biggest sensors installed, I've been able to match my heartbeat with the ultrasounds, it's very similar to when you go underwater and hear the sound of the sea, you're like weightless, I become part of a blue, free world, where even my body doesn't weigh any more. How do I give up all this?
Li Jian Ping. 12 April 1998, 1.10 p.m.
李建平 1998年4月12日 13：10
Maybe going to the aquarium helped me understand more. I'll never be inside what you feel, but now it's easier to understand why you can't give it up. I promise that I will try to be closer to you, to understand you more.